Melodrama :(

I am keep on asking one question to myself, can anyone able to understand others situation or life, may be the answer is No then why we always looks for good understanding between the two in a relationship.

Mistakes are quiet common in everyone's life even to me. I did the mistake accepted it and apologized & regretted. Can't i get one more opportunity to behave in a good way, why are you not believing me.

Each and every hour in my life is got your thoughts and your memories, without you i can't imagine and live my life.

So many things happening in and around us without our control we have to understand each other.

I know you won't be able to forgive me and even i don't expect that from u, time will make u to understand why i did something which made you to hurt me.

Morning call from you said me that you no longer ready to listen to me.

Whatever i said to you, its Melodrama for you, after this if i say anything then you're going to think even that is also 'melodrama'

I can hurt myself but I do not have any right to hurt you. Even this will be melodrama for you.

Thanks for the happy moments and sweet tears you gave to me. Thanks for everything and Good Bye.

Hope I wont be in your life from now on..................

Miss You So Much for Forever...............

Smile :) or Sorrow:(

A day to remember in my life..............

Everybody does a mistake in relationship even i did, said something which i was not supposed to say but that has got some strong reason behind it, you are not ready to accept it thats okay. I will not repeat the same mistake again thats what i can say other than that i do not have any other way to prove you. You have to give me an opportunity to live a good life, if you believe me then definitely you will do.

I was supposed to go away from you entirely not because i don't like you or you don't like me, this is our fate but we both liked each other than anything. I felt it is good for both of us to have some amount of peace in our life, atleast one of us can have a good life eventhough we think about each of us each and every moment.

I do not know how you will face your life from now onwards, this will be very painful and i can't imagine how this will be for me, its very difficult to handle.....

I have got your picture to live day and night and speak to you. Onething i liked very much is you picture smile at me when you haven't done it.

You proved once again that you love me more by giving a call and shouting at me, those words said to me that your love, care, affection, frustation and irritation is only for me. You believed that even if you shout at me i will still love you. Thanks for the faith and belief you had on me, I am always here for you, just you have to turn back and hold my hand.

You require some time to understand me until then i will speak to your picture..............

Po Nee Po

Po Nee Po

Thaniyaga Thavikindren Thunai Vendam Anbe Po

Pinamaga Nadakindren Uyir Vendam Thooram Po

Nee Thottal Idamellam Erikirathu Anbe Po

Naan Pogum Nimidangal Unakaagum Anbe Po

Ithu Vendam Anbae Poo

Nijam Thedum Anbe Po

Uyiroda Vilaiyada Vithi Seithal Anbe Po

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Thaniyaga Thavikindren Thunnai Vendam Anbe Po

Pinnama Nadakindren Uyir Vendam Thorum Po

Unnalae Uyir Vazhgiraen

Unakaga Penne

Uyir Kaathal Nee Katinaal

Maravene Penne

Ithu Varai Unnudan Vaazhantha En Natkal

Marumurai Vaazhanthida Vazhi Illaiyaa

Irulil Thediya Thedalgal Ellam

Vidiyalai Kaanavum Vithi Illaiyaa

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Podi Po

Podi Po

Èn Kaathal Puriyalaiyaa Un Nashtam Anbe Pø

Èn Kanavu Kalainthalum Nee Irunthaai Anbe Pø

Naan Pøgum Nimidangal Unakaagum Anbe Pø

Ithu Vendam Anbae Pøø

Nijam Thedum Anbe Pø

Uyirøda Vilaiyada Vithi Šeithal Anbe Pø

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Ohh Ohh Oh..

Thaniyaga Thavikindren Thunnai Vendam Anbe Pø

Pinnama Nadakindren Uyir Vendam Thørum Pø.....

When U Were Only 5 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U...
U Asked Me: "What Is It?

"When U Were 15 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....
U Blushed.. U Look Down And Smile..

When U Were 20 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Put Ur Head On My Shoulder And Hold My Hand.. Afraid That I Might Dissapear..

When U Were 25 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Prepare Breakfast And Serve It In Front Of Me, And Kiss My Forhead NSaid : "U Better Be Quick, Is’s Gonna Be Late..

"When U Were 30 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Said: "If U Really Love Me, Please Come Back Early After Work..

"When U Were 40 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Were Cleaning The Dining Table And Said: "Ok Dear, But It’s Time For U To Help Our Child With His/Her Revision..

"When U Were 50 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Were Knitting And U Laugh At Me..

When U Were 60 Yrs Old, I Said I Love U....U Smile At Me..

When U Were 70 Yrs Old. I Said I Love U....We Sitting On The Rocking Chair With Our Glasses On.. I’m Reading Your Love Letter That U Sent To Me 50 Yrs Ago..With Our Hand Crossing Together..

When U Were 80 Yrs Old, U Said U Love Me!I Didn’t Say Anything But Cried.

Plese Understand

A week ended with so much pain in my heart and it continued............

I don't had anyother way to make you to hurt me than proving you am wrong and bad guy. I knew the words came out from me was not supposed to be asked but i did't had other choice. It will hurt you i knew it, but thats the only thing i can do, because you showed me, what is care and affection. If i haven't done this then you will feel and worry for me the entire life, now atleast you will be okay.

I care you so much than anything in this world, than me too. My words would have hurted you, but thats killing me each and every moment for whatever i said, its really tough to digest but anyhow am surviving not sure for how long.

I tried in the last 3 weeks to go away from you but it is not possible at all even now, this is the reason behind my cheap words to create a picture where you can hate me but its turning on a different way to my entire life. I am not able to do anything because you're hating me.

Never thought Care and Affection will have so much power to turn my life up and down but its happening now. Each and every minute, my mind thinks about you, my heart feels you, no matter how much you hate me.

I knew you are not ready to forgive me thats okay i accept it because i did the mistake but do not compare me with other people, am very unique when it comes to you. I want to stand alone and say you care and affection is more to you than anything.

I feel lost everything when you hate me. I am not asking you to forgive me, am requesting you to understand me behind those cheap words from me.

Pain continues but you are not understanding me............

Can't wait for long!!!!

Two months ago, we started all a new;

It was right then, that i knew my love for you.

Laughing on the phone and chatting with your picture;

How long it will take you to feel the same.

We never spoke through all the night, somedays we haven't spoken at all.

It doesn't mean we have forgot each other; it was the time we gave to us to know how much we miss each other;

Texting through all hours of the night;

The only reason i sleep is becase i awake to you;

Again, texting me in the morning, reminding me our love is true.

A lot of people said, love won't come in 2 months;

But, look back baby on the two months thave have since passed.

Never for a second do i believe that our love would falter;

Thanking God for that as i stand strong next to you as a shadow.

Marriage is forever, as my love for you will always be;

Joy is all our future holds, you just wait and see.

Walking down that aisle is something I said I would never do;

But, Baby these are things I said before i ever met you.

They say perfection is not a real thing, and that it can't be done;

I agreed with all those people, until I met you honey.

Not only my wife, but the mother of our children you'll be;

I have no greater desire than to have you next to me.

All the things that I say to you, and everything I do;

You know that in the end these things, they will all come true.

Its's only been two months baby and our love has grown so strong;

I can't wait until I am there with you and I promise it won't be long.

I pour out my heart to say;

I did't think that I would ever see the day.

When I kneeled down and pledged the rest of my life;

To the most perfect girl, who I can happily call, my life.

"She Broke Up. I Did't!"

My name is PREM in hindi it means PYAR, in english LOVE..

I always felt that love is something too far for me in my life, it's not because i don't know how to love others but it is very difficult to keep or give light to love by way of care and affection than words. But, today i am in love. YES, I am in love...

Who doesn't love in this world everyone loves to one or more person in the life path, but who shows the real love. Aren't we validate our love all time? I believe love is love you cannot express or explain more than that may be with a casual smile, if you try to experiment more then it gets an evil face.

For most of them love feels good in the start like your favourite sweets as times goes it fades and it just became a word made of 4 letters. No one will accept this because truth is never accepted by us. Love is only a part of life, you cannot carry love through out your life as it does not exist...
It is always good to love a object than social animals so that we can feel happy that the shown love is not gone in the air. Surprisingly, today i am in love it's hard for me to love, but did it easily as i loved the book which i read just now "She Broke Up. I Did't!". I am not fond of reading books but this book got my attention from the first moment i saw in my friend hand. This book whispered me, made me fresh in mind and mainly taught few good lessons..

My favourite lines from the book "She Broke Up. I Did't!"

Achieve and Succeed? Then What? A big hotshot for some corporate... Working eighteen hours a day, and coming back home with no time for you? That will make me happy?
'I knew you will go there, I am not saying that. Just do justice to yourself, and to me. You don't have to work that hard. Just that much which makes you feel good about yourself,'she smiled.

"If I'd only known...
That this is the last time we've met,
I would have stopped the break of dawn
And stopped the sun to set..

If I'd only known
That I wouldn't ever see you again..
I would have framed a picture of you within..
To end my suffering.. to end my pain...

If I'd only known
That this is d last time I sit by your side..
I would have told u how much I loved you..
Keeping rest things aside..

If I'd only known..
That we wouldnever hold hands again..
I would have held them strong..
N never let anything go wrong..

If I'd only known..
That you would stand always by my side..
I would have fought the world for you..
Breaking all the walls through..

If I'd only known..
That your love was true..
If I'd only known that you would come back soon..
I would have waited for u to cum by..

If I'd only known any of this..
That you were what i was breathing for..
I would have breathed my last for you..
Seen you enough and bid you adieu..

While all I can do now..
Is sit here..
waiting.
If I'd only known..
Bye Deb. Malini.

Rain! Rain!

Rain the word we heard so many times in movies, stories, everywhere but actually hard to see in Chennai.

This is the time to see your streets / roads flooded with rain water. Kids playing in rain water by sending paper ships from one place to the other, vehicles stuck in the middle of the road. Most interestly we always see the next day morning people are kicking their bikes to start but it never works.


Yesterday, you might have felt that you are not living in chennai might be in some other city / state / country, You have to believe it is our own chennai. Namma ooru chennai-ku oru visil podu.

Okay its time to get wet in rain and to send paper ships to my neighbour house. Coming to your home as well in my Paper Ship. See you there :)

Great Weekend!

Yes, it is/was a great weekend in my life enjoyed lot with my friends.

2nd July 2011- Afternoon 3pm - 6pm: Had a good time with friends in Express Avenue eating KFC chicken and some funny things doing here and there. Unforgettable moment in EA, Viswa was telling me and Praveen "Neenga adivaanga poringa da", we know why he said like this **********************(edited). Suddenly, one guy came their and holded my friend Praveen's hand Viswa got afraid and sweated thinking someone came their to fight with us, finally it turned to be PRaveen's friend.

2nd July 2011 - Night 10 pm: - Went to watch Avan Ivan movie with my friend PRaveen and Promoth, one of the worst movie have seen in my life. Still, we enjoyed bcos we hardly watched the movie here and there and commented frequently.

3rd July 2011 - 2 pm: Finally the day came to collect my MBA - IB Degree Certificate. Yes it is my MBA Convocation day met few of my friends unfortunately, because only few got passed out:-P.

With all this happiness going to end this wonderful weekend! I wish all my weekend to be with my friends with full of joy and Smile :)