Sunday, December 26, 2010

கவலையில் பிறந்த கவிதை!


வானத்தை ஒளியுட்டுவது இரண்டு ஒளிவட்டம்!
காலையில் சூரியன்! இரவில் நிலவு!
நியும் என் வாழ்கையில் தோன்றினாய், ஒரூ அழகிய நிலவு போல்!
என் இதயத்தில் ஒளி ஏற்றுவாய் என்று நினைதேன்
ஆனால் எனது நெஞ்சை எரித்துவிட்டாய், அந்த சூரியனை போல்!
இதை காதல் என்று சொல்லவா, இல்லை கவிதை என்று நினைக்கவா!
நியே சொல் மனமே!!!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

பிறிவு

"சொல்லமுடியாத ஓர் உணர்வு!"

"விளக நினைத்தாலும் விளக முடியல, விரும்ப நினைத்தாலும் விரும்ப முடியவில்லை!"


"உன்னை பார்க்க வேண்டும் என்றேன், நீயும் சம்மதித்தாய்!
ஆனால் வந்தது, நீ அல்ல அந்த அழகிய நிலவு!"


"உயிர் பிரிந்தால், உடல் மடியும்!
நீ பிரிந்தால், இதயம் இடியும்!"


"காலங்கள் கடந்தால், உடல் மண்ணுக்கு!
நி என்னை விலகி நடந்தால், என் உயிர் விண்ணுக்கு!

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Still Alive!



What I have got, It's not with me!
What I want, It's not here!
Where I live, When you are not here!
Where should I go! Where Should I go!

I lost my sight, when you are not with me!
I lost my words, when you are not with me!
I lost my ears, when you are not with me!
I lost my hands, when you are not with me!

I Lost! I Lost! I Lost!

I Lost my breath, WHEN YOU LEFT ME!!!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

நான் கிறுக்கிய கவிதைகள்












"நீ விலகி சென்றால் சிதறி போனேன்,
நீ அருகில் வந்தால் மடிந்து போனேன்,
உன் அழகில்!!!"

"உன் கோவத்தை கண்டு அஞ்சினேன்,
என்னை விலகி விட்டு சென்று விடுவாய் என்று அல்ல,
உண் கன்னம் சிவக்கும் என்று"

"இருவது வருடம் என் பள்ளி தேர்வில் காகிதங்கள் வெள்ளை பக்கங்கள் ஆனது,
இன்று இரு நொடியில் என்னை கவிஞ்சனாக மாற்றிவிட்டாய்"

Sunday, December 5, 2010

My Sweet Poem




What is Love?

I know your heart better than you, eventhough its with you!!!


காற்று அடித்தும் என் கண்கள் குளிறவில்லை
இன்று உன்னை பார்க்க காத்து இருக்கிறது.

இத்தனை நாட்கள் என் தலை அணியில் தவழ்ஹ்தேன்,
இன்று உன் மெல்லிய கூந்தலில்.

நீயோ பார்க்கலாம் என்று சொன்னாய்,
அந்த நொடி நான் என் விழியை இழந்தேன் .

உன் பிடிவாதமும் பிடிக்கும், உன்னையும் சேர்த்து.

இந்த பூமி எல்லோரையும் தாங்கி கொண்டு இருக்கிறது,
ஏனெனில் உன்னை போன்ற ஒரு அழகி எங்களில் ஒருத்தி!

என் கவிதையை கேட்டதால் உன்னால் உறங்க முடியவில்லை,
இந்த கவிஞ்சன் தனது வாழ்நாள் தூக்கத்தை தொலைத்து விட்டான் உன்னை பார்த்த நாள் முதல்.
உன்ன நெனச்சா எனக்கு கோவம் வருது,
அதுக்கும் அதிகமா எனக்கு கவிதை தோன்றுது என் இதயத்தில்!

ஏன் டி இவளவு அழகா பிறந்தேனு கேட்க நினைதேன்,
பிறகுதான் தெரிந்தது உன்னோட அழகு எனது கவிதையின் பிறப்பு!
நெனச்சு பார்த்தா நான் பைதியமாக ஆயிடுவேன் என்று தோன்றுது,
உன்னை பார்க்கும் முன் இப்படி கவிதை வரைந்தேன், உன்னை பார்த்தல்!

கண்கள் காதலிக்க மட்டும் தான் என்று நினைத்து இருந்தேன்,
இல்லை கொள்வதற்கும் என்று உன் கண்களை பார்த்து தெரிந்து கொண்டேன்.
நேற்று உனது கனவில் கள்வனாக வந்தேன்!
இன்று உனது விழியில் கவிதாயாய் பிறந்தேன்!
நாளை உனது இதயத்தில் காதல் வளர்பேன்!
தினமும் என் முகத்தை கண்ணாடியில் பார்த்தேன், இன்று முதல் அல்ல,
ஏனெனில் தெரிவது என் முகம் அல்ல, தேவதை போன்று தோன்றிய உன் முகம்!
உனது கர்வமும் எனக்கு பிடிக்கும், உன்னை போல!
எனது வார்த்தைகள் எல்லாம் சிதறி கிடந்தது அதற்கும் உயிர் கொடுத்தை, உன் அழகால். அந்த வார்த்தையை எழுதிய எனக்கு உயிர் குடு பாயா உனது இதழால்!!!
பனி காலத்தில் நமது பயணம் தொட்னகியது,
வெயில் காலத்தில் நம் காதலை உச்சரித்தேன்,
உன் இதயம் கரைந்து இருக்கும் என்று!
நீ மூக்குத்தி அணிவதை வேண்டாம் என்றேன்
உனக்கு வலிக்கும் என்று அல்ல
எனக்கு மூச்சு முட்டு வதால்!


Sunday, November 21, 2010

Love Proposal

Boy: Hi
Girl: Hi
Boy: How are you?
Girl: I am good. How about you?
Boy: I am well.
Girl: Are you working/Studying?
Boy: Working. What are you doing?
Girl: I am doing my Bio - Technology
Boy: Good.
Girl: Where are you working?
Boy: I am working in NASA
Girl: Oh, as what you are in NASA?
Boy: I am one of the scientist in building Satelite.
Girl: Great, so you are very intelligent guy.
Boy, Yes, everyone says the same.
Girl: Nice to meet you. Hope you are brilliant and clever student in your college days.
Boy: Yes, Thanks.
Girl: What are you doing this weekend?
Boy: Going to watch movie.
Girl: Who are all coming with you for a movie?
Boy: My office colleagues.
Girl: Enjoy.
Boy: Can i say something?
Girl: Sure, go ahead.
Boy: I Love You.
Girl: Stupid!!!
Boy: What the hell this is, she said am clever, brilliant, good guy and now she is saying am stupid because I Love her.
Boy's Friend: We need to invent something first to understand these stupid girls then only satelite.
Boy: Lets go!

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Funny Chat with my friends

Obama in Chennai:
மச்சா Obama சென்னைக்கு வரர்ரமாம் அவர மீட் பண்ணா என்ன பேசுவ, வைதேரிச்சலை கலப்பாதே பக்கத்து வீட்டு Uma கிட்டவே பேச முடியல, Obama கிட்ட பேசுறது பற்றி சொல்ற, போ போய் George Bush வாரரர்னு பாரு.

Very Positive: ஒரு இளைஞனின் தனம்பிக்கை கதை.

மச்சா இவளவு Bulb வாங்கிறியே உனக்கு கவலையா இல்லையா, மாமா இன்வங்க கொடுக்கற Bulb எல்லாம் எங்க வீட்டுல Night Lamp மாதிரி பயன்படுத்தி கொள்கிறேன். Confidence மச்சி Confidence.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

5 years Journey in my career




Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hahahahaha,,, Hehehehehe - Yes i am having a good smile when i look back 5 years journey in my career.
Everything in my life happened just like that whether its a happy or sorrow moment and all came from somewhere.

As everyone i was also searing for a job before finishing my Bachelor's degree, one day i was just refering a news letter which was addressed to my uncle and i found the words "Fresh Graduates required" applied and fortunatly i got the offer to work as an Account Associate joined without asking the salary. After joining only i came to know my salary was 2300 pm, if i take one day leave then 100 rupees will be deducted. I never felt sad because its my first job and i did with full involvement everyone in the office praised me and they have reduced one head count because i handled well. After 3-4 months my family members started telling me we spend 50,ooo for your collage studies but you are getting only 2300 as your salary, started thinking about it and to find a good job.
Tried one or two companies to find a job, but i was not satisfied with work. One day attended three interview morning, afternoon and evening. When i reached home came to know from my brother that i have gone through the frist round of morning interview and they called me for second round finally i got that and it was based on contract, but still happy and joined since its a MNC bank.
November 2005 placed in the MNC bank as a contract employee placed in the team for 8 months, then they made me as a direct employee and put into a different team was one of the great team after some days i got "Rising Star Award" that was motivated me lot and i have given my full involvement in the work.

In 2008, ten of them selected from the floor to travel London for a new project, due to some reasons the trip was got cancelled and we formed a team here and started working. Everything was going well for a period of 5 months and i was in holiday for my exams, suddenly got a call from my supervisor and i heard from him that they have selected me as one of the member for a new migration in singapore, very much happy and i said in the conference thanks for having confidence on me.

We ten of them went to singapore on July 2008 for 6 weeks and migrated the process and
set-up a team here, it was bit difficult to handle the team as well to provide training to the new staffs still we have managed to do and stayed long hours in the office most of the times even some of the staff worked continuous 40 days including saturday and sundays. Sometimes we will reach office in the after 12'o clock and then the next day we will leave in the early morning 5'o clock. I would say its a nice experience.

After 5 months of that migration I had a meeting with my Manager and Business head, they offered me a team to lead and it was a critical process without hesitation accepted it. My boss said you are working long hours and seems to be tired by seeing my eyes, i responded back to him stating when compared to your mental stress this is nothing.
Taken the team lead role and done as much i can do for my team members at the same time given priority to the work rather than people, but i was done this without disclosing to anyone. Because i know work and people are very important to run a business without issues.

I always had a passion to work for projects even there was a opportunity in november 2008 but it went to one of my friend still i was happy that he got it. But i always had in my mind why that opportunity did't come to me, what was not in me which he has got, as days went more members involved in the project not me, still i had the confidence soon i will be part of that project and the day was nearing.
One fine day my manager asked me to get involved in that project, i was very happy and started attending the conference calls. Initial days not sure whats happening in the project started reading the document and slowly learning everything. After a period of one month, I was one of the key member in the project and giving good contribution. Slowly getting closer to the project as well came to know many people in the project, but it made me little away from my team it was not an issue because the team was in a good position to handle without my contribution only they require moral support which i have given always.

I always had a passion to visit various countries, this project given me a opportunity to travel london when i heard that, not happy rather than felt excited. Four of them selected to a london trip and myself and my friend initial member in this project are the key drivers from our end to test the application in london.
London trip was one of the importance phase in my life attended so many managerial meetings and learned lot especially how to react or think when we are in a decision making position. After staying 5 weeks in london reached chennai and working on the project to put in line with the business, the day we delivered this project November 14/15, 2009 was very happy and thought for a moment where i was in the project when it was started and now i played a important role.
Definitely i had to thank my team members who given me liberty and supported eventhough i was involved in the project and not done much for the team.

The project made me to realise lot, and had a passion to work in various projects always showed my interest in all the projects. Suddenly i saw a open role in Change management team where they have to handle various projects, my manager told me not to apply that made me to realise ok people think i have the caliber to handle projects but not the right time to apply.

After some months came to know may be i will be moved to Change management team by hearing that was very happy, as usual it was not happend and they said it may happen in the near future.
I was counting my days to be part of Change Management team days and months went, may be its good for one reason because my team completed one year on Feb 9, 2010 and we celebrated in a different style giving on floor presentation about the team and the milestones achieved in the last one year. Everyone appreciated the way we celebrated our first anniversary and moreover team members are very happy and it motivated everyone in the floor.

Finally one day a email sent to all informing there is a open role in Change Management team that night itself applied it and hoping to attend and clear the interview, by everyone's support and wish i got the opportunity.

Now I am really happy to be part of Change Management family.

A big thank you to all of those who supported me in my ups and downs and looking forward to get more and more from all, as well to support everyone.

Never thought that i will have these much of portfolio changes in my five year career, it clearly states that life will have so many dimension.

Looking forward to see what will be my next role in my career???.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Life = Road


After a while today am writing a blog again, dont know what to write, also don't have any specific topic everything is going well on life to me as well to my near and dear ones.


Onething i had noticed and realised always how our life travels and i related with the road, I hope you will think how life and road will have link.


Here is my small analysis, we always live the life by having some aim or task or objective to achieve that we need to follow lot of things. We have to reach a destination that is our objectives, to achieve that we need to follow the center line of the road, it will be not be straight always it will bend, right and left. Those bends are life ups and downs where we need to adjust, and to be calm and patience to reach the destination.


This is how I think and plan always while going back to home, it gives me great confidence in my life, if you want try might it will be helpful for you as well.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Save Tigers


Over the past years the number of tigers in India was drastically reduced and we need to save them. Around 40000 tigers was their in our country but now not even 1500 only left with 1411.


Relentless poaching and clearing of habitat for agriculture have been the primary drivers for this decrease in the number, but the main and foremost reason was the demand for tiger skins and parts for medicinal purposes has become an increasingly important threat in recent years.


Recently in a research they came to know that if we provide sufficient access and food to the tigers then we can save them also to protect them from human devils, yes i call them as devils who kill tigers.


Also if we protect the tigers available in India then it will stabilize soon and we can see some increase in the tiger population.


To protect the tigers in our country, Government and the NGOs has to take some effort to put it in some national parks and zoos to have a safe life and also will get enough food.
Government has to get more visibility in indian forests to monitor whether the tigers are protected and enough food are given or else its better to bring them into some parks to have safer life and increase the productivity.
Hope we will see an increase in the tiger population soon in our country.
"If you are a Tiger of India then please save Tigers in our country"

Friday, February 19, 2010

Happiness


Happy days in my life, yes i would say last three months have seen the happiest moment in my life.

My office given me lot, good career, nice friends everything but the precious diamond i got was my sisters. Yes I got four sisters in the office they are very precious and close to my heart.


From the 1st I joined in this office on 26th Nov 2005 I met a girl her name was Vidya, I don't know about her much slowly we came to know each other and became so close and she is my sister, after that i met Durga, Kavitha and Lavanya all became very close and accepted me as a brother.


Its very easy to treat a person and accept as a friend, lover and any other relation but to accept has a brother it will take sometime. The word "Brother" has got a special value, has to show care, love and affection as well at the same time has to be strict with sisters.


The reason for my happiness was

December 2009 - Vidya got married

January 2010 - Durga got married

February 2010 - Kavitha got married
What else will be a reason for a brother by seeing three of his sisters getting married. Iam really happy and wish all my sisters to have a happiest life.

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Valentines Day

Feb 14, 2010 around the world everyone is celebrating Valentines day with their lovable ones. I don't have any lover to celebrate valentines day.

Those who have lover they will celebrate Valentines day either going out with their beloved ones for a movie, temple, park, disco, party, dinner(might be candle light dinner if they don't have electric power in that place)

Today we can see lot of flowers are sold even a small flower will be cost much, so thats why today we won't find califlower because its too costly no one will buy. Also no one will give Califlower to their beloved because after that he will become Kaali(i.e kada kandal).

I don't have lover still celebrated Valentines day, how?
Valentine means "Its the true love compelled from a person to give up his life rather than stop sharing his/her faith"

I lived with honest and given respect to my parents today, hope it will be considered as real love and affection. Iam very proud and celebrated Valentines day with my parents.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Grieving moment in my life


I came to know one girl in the last one year, we became good friends, close and became good relation in the last 2 months.

Actually, I was treating her family as mine, even her mom will ask some of the things with me or with my mom and we do as well.

First time she came to my home to meet my mom at that time, I was not their went to the office.

Second time when she came to my home at that time I was their and felt very happy to meet her in my home. Mom went with her to see horoscope for her marriage we are very happy because the boy is in United States and everything is matching.

Everything went well, I heard that she is going to get engaged on so and so date from one person in her family and the next moment I called her to wish and shared my happiness.

I thought that the engagement is going to happen on the above mentioned date, but not the time and place its fine anyhow they are going to invite me because we are very close to them. Suddenly one day from another person I came to know she is going to get engaged on a day before, they did't informed me worried lot. After that came to know they invited others but not us, I dont know why?

Next day of engagement called her mom and asked how the engagement went, she said good. I told her mom was aksing all the time when she is going to get engaged and wants to attend, the reply i got was we did within our own family, might be true but I felt atleast should have informed me or to my mom.

I would say, if they are happy thats fine for us we can see from far and wish them.

on 12th Feb 2010 dont know its fortunate or unfortunate crossed her 3 times, not even a Hi from her felt very sad we have been very close with both the families still it happened.

I realised only onething after the moment, do good things to others but do not except anything even "THANK YOU", if you expect anything then it will hurt you.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

1st Anniversary

9th Feb 2010 One of the happiest and unforgetable day in my life.

Last year on the same day, I got my team at that time my boss asked me are u ready to take the challenge without hesitation I said yes, Indeed we had so many challenges in the last 12 months and we have groomed ourself to face the challenges.

Now it will look like we have done so much in the last year, but the effort given by the team was tremendous.

It was a special day, had lunch with the team and a presentation by the team and a new initiative from this day onwards.

I like to share some of the points about the presentation, many people thought I will be giving the presentation but its not the case. We decided one month before itself it will be done by Balaji and Ashok has chipped into and played some role on the new initiative which was really good. Also the presentation not given in any conference rooms, because i personally felt it will be good if we do it in the floor to cover all the team members. I like to do everything in different style

Actually i like to thank lot of them whoever helped the team in the last year.
Apart from that i had in my heart long back to thank Abilash who was very much helpful in my project, felt this would be the great place to thank him and i did am very happy to have a person like him in my project.

Dont know how to thank the team who are with me always and given me so much of support, whatever the good name i earned it is because of the whole team.

Even I got some of the responses from the team, indeed it was encouraged me lot to do more and more to the team.

Last but not least was reading some of the messages from my team in my mobile, suddenly realised that i have tears in my eyes. Nice to have a team like this.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Sorrow

Most of them will think i dont have affection on others, its because of my attitude and character. Thats not the truth, i do care others and have love and affection.










Some of the below incidents are made me to re-think

  • 17th Oct 2009 - It was my birthday, with whom i had so much of affection the person is not able to spend 30 mins with me.


  • 30th Oct 2009 - I never thought it will happen in my life, i dont know the place exactly might be near to anna nager in a main road behind a tree am crying because of missing the affectionate person. Moreover the person is unable to understand me. Behind the tree I can see Jesus face and it was a church, I asked Jesus is love still in this world?


  • 4th Feb 2010 - Again I felt very sad the reason was I came to know one news about my affectionate person from someother person.

I usually say this, "Love, Care and Affection" are just words without meaning.


By reading the above may be everyone will think its my lover, no never. In this world we can love, show our care and affection to anyone who can be anyone otherthan "Lover"

Friday, January 29, 2010

One of the Happiest days in my life

Today Jan 29th 2010.


I was so happy because of the below three reasons:
1. My team won the Bronze ovation for the second time within a period of 8 months(July 2009 and Dec 2009)
2. I met Suresh Iyer today
3. Good advice from my friend


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

தாய்

எனக்காக வாழ்தேன் பிடிக்கவில்லை அவளுக்காக வாழ்தேன் மரணமும் பிடித்தது அவள் தான் தாய்

Sunday, January 17, 2010

கவிதை

உனக்கென்ன உன் பார்வை வீசி விட்டு சென்று விட்டாய் நான் அல்லவே உன் விழியில் சிக்கி தவிக்கிறேன்.

அவளோ என்னை கடந்து சென்று விட்டால் நான் நோ அவள் வறுவல் என்று காத்து இருகிறேன்.

நீ வருவாய் என்று தெரிந்ததும் என் உயிரை கொடுதேன் இப்படிகு சிக்கன் பிரியாணி.

சிந்தாத கண்ணீர் இல்லை சிரிப்புக்கு பஞ்சம் இல்லை.


கள்வனாக இருந்த என்னை உண் கண்களில் கைது செய்து என்னை உண் இதயத்தில் காலம் வரை இருக்கு சொன்னை - முடியாது என்ன்று சொல்ல முடியுமா ஏனெனில் நீ தான் என் இதயம்.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

LCD TV Mokka comedy

enga Office pantryla LCD tv irukum naa orunaal yen friend kitta kaetaen ivalo paeriya tv vaanguna aana remote vankala macha channel oru button illanu

மொக்கை

ஒருத்தன் போன்னுபாக போன, பொண்ணுகிட்ட கொஞ்ச பேசனம் சொன்ன, பொண்ணு விடல ஓகே ணீங்கள் அந்த ரூம்ல பொய் பிசுங்கனு சொன்னாக.

கொஞ்ச நேரத்துல பொண்ணு இயோ இயோ நு காதுன்னு, அலரியாடிதி போன,

அந்த பையன் பொண்ண ஓரசிகிட்டு இருக்கிறான்

பொண்ணு விடல கெடங்க ஏன் இப்படி பண்னிங்கனு,

அப்பா அந்த பையன் சொன்ன உங்க பொண்ணு பேறு தங்கம்னு சொன்னிங்க அதுதான் ஓரசிபாதன்.

உடனே பொண்ணோட மாமா வந்து ஒருவேள பொண்ணு பேறு பித்தளையோ இருந்த என்ன பண்ணி இருபன்னு கேக்க, அந்த பையன் அப்போ பொண்ண உருகி பாது இருபேன் சொன்ன

:)

Just gng to inform u abt this irratating guy

I like to live as i like, at the same time will make others happy
 
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